2 ideas 1 day

Wow, a week has passed, this is the longest record i've held for being "kangen" :p, One question, though! "Have you ever felt like when you love someone so much, even when you both in silenced, you still know what they're thinking?", for me yeah! it's an awesome feeling :)

Okey, the first paragraph has nothing to do with the title :p, just wanna share what i felt recently, 2 ideas 1 day, to be honest i've never been so productive recently, it's a simple task honestly, just designing 2 christmas card every day until December 1st 2012, and i don't know why, very morning when i wake up, my head filled with so much ideas, and when i'm done with those cards. i always share my thought and design with her, and that there was this one moment which brought a "deg" feels for me, it's when she said "i love you cause you full of idea". I remembered i said "when i'm with you i'm capable of doing almost anything", well that's true, never been so productive, never been so spirited, and never been felt so alive and happy every morning, and for all of those i thanked you, hun :*.

And, yesterday i've done something i've never do before, taking a product shot(well in a serious way), this is a new experience for me, and the result :) hmm it's well executed i must say, it's all because of her, she's always be my "spirit booster" :)

and i wanna share the lighting setup from, yesterday's photoshoot, in next post, stay tuned guys

Cheers

Hat-trick part 2 (3 best moments in my life)

like i always say to my self, life is a roller coaster ride, there are ups. downs. that makes you scream, puke, laugh and even shed a tear, some of my past posts i wrote about my hat-trick which brought me down in roller coaster ride, but in this post i would write the hat-trick which brought me up again

3 best moments in my life, and that would be, My photograph was published in DIGITAL CAMERA MAGAZINE January Edition 2011, and it felt awesome, even tough not a whole page, just a single column but it felt great.

the second best moment is when i watched the dark knight and HEATH LEDGER played batman's archenemy JOKER, he played that part so well, and my heart said, this man deserve a fuckin medal! never saw that kind of performance in any movies.

THE BEST MOMENT is happened recently on November 11th 2012, in a small house on Pondok Aren,
it's a simple thing though, Cooking, but i don't know why, i LOVE every single seconds of it, what we cooked are simple dishes too, there were chicken roll, mushroom, and a instant spaghetti, :) but i LOVE all that dishes, that would be the most awesomeness moment in my life, it's like a winning an OSCAR or you got 1 million price money over a lottery, but what i felt is more wayyyy than all of that, make me feel i was needed, be there for her and also can support her in anyway i can.

but yesterday, i hurt her so bad, and what's left now was regret, i wish i could turn back time and take it all back, but i can't, all i can do is now trying to fix this piece by piece, hope she'll understand, i've made a huge mistake, and i'm truly deeply sorry about that

PS : one more thing, there was one simple brief moment that took my breath away, when i feet was injured because i hit my motorcycle two-steps, and it bleed, she poured a "betadine" on my injury, it was simple thing but that moment make me feels that "deg" feels!